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One
day, while my children were still preteens, in the midst of a hectic day, I
fled to the bathroom for some alone time. While sitting there, I cried; I
prayed. I realized my helplessness and gave it all to my Father. Yes, He’s even
with me in the bathroom.
I
use visuals to help me process, so as I prayed, I saw myself frantically running
around in a maze. I lifted the 3-D maze, as if a drawing in a coloring book,
and placed it in a box of some sort. I gave the box to God, imagining placing
it in His giant hand.
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“So
you won’t live there anymore,” I heard in reply.
Stillness.
Quiet. Relief!
I
need visuals. But, that’s me. They help me grow.
What
if the kingdom of heaven is right under your nose?
How
many times have we been carried away by a movie or novel that paints the
splendor of a magical kingdom, whether in a far off sphere or within the minute
world of fairies and such?
As
children, we may have marveled at the thought or hope of such an existence. Who
knows, perhaps even as adults we marvel at such thoughts. (I do.)
What
if there is a kingdom with such promise that our human minds can barely conceive
what it might be like? Yes, it might compute to us as a magical kingdom; a
place where love reigns and doesn’t even need to triumph, because that’s all
there is in this kingdom of Love.
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This
human lifespan, a blip on the radar of eternity might seem quite without
purpose. What could we possibly achieve in this lifetime that will impact
forever? Or – are we even supposed to be striving to accomplish such
achievements?
And
what if this kingdom or paradise is right under our noses?
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How
many inches is it from your nose to your heart?
It
amazes me that our minds can think we believe certain ideas, yet sometimes our
hearts can override those thoughts. How can our heart and our mind act so
independently of each other?
Sometimes
we wish something to be true so fiercely that we cannot imagine life in any
other paradigm. Wrapping our heads around a reality so opposed to the one we
imagined would unfold as we journeyed through life can be as simple or as
complex as we make it.
If
given the news we or a loved one has a terminal illness, we may choose to live
in denial for as long as evidence permits. Or, we may choose to tackle it head
on and seek out what we can do to minimize suffering or hope to find a
different prognosis.
I’m discovering the answers to so many
of my questions are simmering in my own heart, waiting for me to see them
there, begging to be uncovered, as if God’s hidden them there for me.
I’m
finding that built into us is the basis for healing, for comfort and for peace
and love beyond what we thought was capable. All of this and more, because
built into our hearts is a throne we can give to the One Who created everyone
and everything; and He has all the answers and all the healing and all the love
we need.
Personally,
I think we’re sometimes afraid to look into our own hearts. I know that at
various seasons in my life I’ve been fearful of what I might find there.
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Good,
bad or indifferent, if it’s in there, it’s a part of me. Avoiding it won’t make
it disappear. Embracing it and exploring it allows us to see beyond thoughts
that have held us captive in the concept of who we’ve thought we were supposed
to be or what an ideal version of us could look like.
We
are who we are. And we were created to be the ‘us’ we are – on purpose and as
part of a plan far greater than we can fathom.
Exercise
for the day – or week – or as long as it takes: Look into your own heart and
allow yourself to see what’s there. God already knows the contents; you don’t
have to be afraid. He’s the ultimate Protector, He knows what you’re ready for,
He’s been preparing you. He’ll go there with you. For those of you who are “Friends”
fans – this is Monica’s secret closet.
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What
we uncover may not all be pretty. Some may use the word courage to describe
what it will take to venture into the darkness. It’s only dark because we’ve
not let light shine there yet. Some might use the word surrender. But, eventually
we’ll discover paradise.
God’s
Word gives us great assurance over and over again. Here’s a taste of His
goodness:
“For if our heart condemn us, God is
greater than our heart, and knoweth all things. Beloved, if our heart condemn
us not, then have we confidence toward God.” – 1 John 3:20-21 (KJV)
With
the visual of placing you into God’s loving hands, I bless you…. “and the peace of God, which passeth all
understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.” –
Philippians 4:7 (KJV)
“Peace I leave with you, my peace I give
unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be
troubled, neither let it be afraid.” – John 14:27 (KJV)
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