Beginning again but we’ll try
We should have started this way before.
In our hearts we know more than our minds can imagine
That’s why we attempt this once more.
In our hearts is a voice that says,
“Listen to Me.”
But our mind says, “I know what I’ll do!”
We start out again to arrange
things our way
In the end it’ll look misconstrued.
Everyone who will turn
and will give us the time
Can easily see what we’ve done
Perhaps not out loud,
but they’ll laugh when they see
For we’re right where
we’d thought we’d begun.
“Try again,” we’ll feel prompted
and sigh and sit down
And we’ll try it a new way today.
Once again in our hearts
that ol’ tugging we’ll feel
As God prompts us to do things His Way.
But our head tells us differently,
“Try it like this!”
And our heart tries so hard to chime in.
But it knows deep inside
that this way will not work
And we’re doomed to repeat it again.
So the struggle is getting our mind to obey
What we know in our hearts we should do.
For our mind says to do things
the way of our past
And our heart says,
“Let’s try out the new!”
In the past we were sinners
so lost in our way
But then Jesus came into our heart.
But we’re trapped in the ways that our minds used to think
Forgetting we get a new start.
So first we must stop and just listen to God
And determine what He has to say,
If we take time to pray about all that we do
We will hear when He tells us His Way.
The instructions He gives us may not
sound quite right
But that’s where our faith must come in.
If instead we turn back and search out
our own way
That’s not only dumb, it is sin!
So to add to the problems of doing our task
Planning out the right path we should take,
We drag in a bag that we can’t even see,
The conscience convictions we make.
Now the planning gets harder
and harder each time
And the grip of our sin just gets tighter,
If our minds would just stop
and try listening to God
We would find that the burden gets lighter.
But our mind is accustomed
to being in charge
And our hearts have to fight tooth and nail.
For our heart knows a joy it is dying to share
But our minds dig up fears that we’ll fail.
So we struggle with words like,
“Renewing our mind,”
And it tears us apart at the soul.
But the secret is simple,
our hearts know it well
~Give up and give Jesus control!
~Helen Williams! c 2002